Krapsakas

This post is intentionally written “too personally”, using examples from my own life.
And if you’re wondering while reading this, do I actually act the way I recommend?
Yes, I do.

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This post is based on my personal thoughts on Krapsaka’s blog.
It’s not scientific or evidence-based, and it may be triggering for some.
Take what resonates, and leave everything that doesn’t.

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I’ve written on my blog before that I feel people’s emotions, feelings, and thoughts. Sometimes more strongly than a person admits to having any thoughts or feelings themselves.
In recent months, it has gotten bigger.
In other words, I often feel how people think about me (in real time).
What they think in their heads or say to someone else (about me).

In the meantime, it bothers me a lot, because hey! I’m here trying to live my life (as calmly as possible) 🙋🏼‍♀️. Doing my own thing. Thank you. 
I don’t need you to think about me so intensively.
Go do your own thing!

A few weeks ago, for some reason, I was like a beehive landing site.
So many different people were in my energy field.
Who was gossiping, who was missing me, who was just thinking about me, who was angry, who was disappointed, etc.
Like jeez! Just do your own thing and leave my soul alone!

Or

Come and talk to me then!
Come and tell me directly and honestly what is bothering you, what is on your heart, or what you would like to get clarity on.

Generally, my attitude towards a person in such a case is that if you have the balls to come and talk to me about things that most people are afraid of and run away from, then I will listen to you.
Because I always appreciate it when people go against their ego and fear and do the things that scare them.

Why am I saying all this?

Because there is a person in my energy field who has wanted to contact me for 1-1.5 years and has not dared to do so yet.
Them think and think. Manifests so that I would contact them myself.
Them hatches them egg like a hen. But them gets nowhere.

Oh! And please, let’s not even talk about those people who are like, “I keep driving past your house and I think about you, I should get in touch. But you see, I’m so busy, I can’t make it right away!”.
You. You, drive past my house regularly.
By car. 
You know that modern cars have hands-free calling, right?

And if you don’t want to talk while driving (which is completely understandable), then if you drive past my house so many times, like you say, maybe you’d pull yourself together and call or write me?

What actually prompted me to write this post was scrolling through Substack, where there were tutorials with different titles- “How to live life”

You know?
Instead of sitting around and THINKING what someone else thinks. What someone thinks of you.
Pick up that damn phone or computer and call! Write!

Damn it, go get a plate of savoury food or a cake and go to the door! Say you miss them! Say you haven’t seen them in a while and would like to talk face-to-face. And tell things as they are.
Tell them how precious that person is to you.

I’m just so terribly tired of the emptiness of this world.
How people have anxiety disorders, depression etc. How we have a global deficit of communication and love.
But at the same time, we don’t do anything to communicate with others.

What do we need for change?
A global war?
A climate catastrophe?
A massive global collapse?

Don’t wait for any “thing.” Don’t wait for tomorrow to be a better day than today.
Go do those scary things today!
End those relationships that no longer serve you, today. And take some real physical steps to the people who ARE your people, today.

And damn, if you were waiting for some “mystical message, a sign” to do something you’ve been putting off for so long, honey, THIS is the sign.

So, now get your two hands out of your ass. Stand up. Stretch. And go fucking do it!
I believe in you!

With love,
Krapsakas Agnes